Yes, facebooking is easier ... but I have stuff to say so whatever.

I must say that having high-speed internet has opened up such a vast resource of anime-watching for me ... D: Like ... I have gone through so many series in maybe a month's time. It's crazy ... and like I spaz out whenever I start a new series and I recognize voices ... Like ... "ZOMG THAT IZ TTLY NEURO'S VOICE" and so on. I don't even know how many I finished so far ...

Most recent one is Rosario + Vampire. I loved all the characters EXCEPT the male lead. You know, why is it that in just about ALL FUCKING HAREM ANIME SERIES ... they make the male lead so annoying ... so bland and undesirable? And they NEVER grow or develop ... I think this is why the series SCHOOL DAYS was created. Someone was totally pissed off at the fact that male-leads in harems FAIL. I just skimmed through the episodes in about an hour because people kept saying it's a lot like White Album. Disturbing, but yes ... very similar ... well .... we'll see when the ending is released, considering WA is still airing in Japan.

I am almost considering putting together a review site of the series I have finished so far (and maybe the ones I couldn't even stomach one episode of ... like "Happiness" and "Kono Aozora ni Yakusoku wo" xD) ... since apparently I cannot geek-out enough. xD


Ugh ... I swear for a long time now I have been sobbing over one issue or another ... making things out to be more horrible than they actually are .. and taking lotsa Xanax ... e_e; ... it's quite a lot of stress and anxiety ... but it's something that wont be fixed right away ... and I am the only person who can do that, apparently. Heck, I am too afraid to say that things are okay right now in fear they will get bad, again ... but mostly it's been my own fault because I worry SO FUCKING MUCH.

It's hard to talk about all the things I am looking forward to for the same reason ... that it wont happen if I mention anything about what I hope for ... -_- ... but I know it's ridiculous to think that way ... what will happen *WILL* happen, good or bad ... regardless of what I hope or fear ... *sigh* ...

But ... it's a concept I am VERY SLOWLY beginning to grasp ... every little bit at a time ...



Oh, I am working on a new layout on and off ... but ... I probably wont finish it ... though it incorporates an image I have wanted to use for a layout for a long time. I kinda like how it's turning out so far but then at the same time I think it looks so ugly. xD


AND THAT IS ALL. YAY.

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So, here I am at work... Just in one of those moods. Glad my two Coe workers made me laugh... So not as eh about things for the current moment in time....

This weekend was hell... The plans for seeing Jason almost fell through once again, that would be the fourth time I think, but it finally happened. I was so freaking hurt. Still am. All I will say is that it is happening again. You all know what I am talking about. My heart has been torn out well, it is slowly at least. I don't know what to do.... But anyways, it was not as fun as it could have been that night... I was still upset and he was a little cold. But anyways after I left which I didn't want to do, but after I left I learned a few things. Lies and more lies and also about the hurtful subject. So I am hurt. Now he can't come to my ice skating thing on friday. I learned he was making plans for the weekend... But he says he has to work now all of a sudden. So now I don't think I am going to be able to see him before Christmas. So again, I am hurt.
Love hurts... I just wish that feeling would go away.... :'-(

Anyways... Yeah the rest of my weekend... Till not to long ago is just going to stay here with me. I needed to be away... I wanted to keep driving and driving.... Kinda dissappear... But here I am. Fail.... When you see or hear the frase, epic fail, yeah that is me....

Well, some of my things are coming up... Caroling with the group of friends.... Umm idk... Just random stuff. I need to get myself in the Christmas spirit, but so far, it's not happening. My holiday is shot thanks to the bad news I got.

Well, I do have most of my shopping done. Need to get my brothers family... And maybe one more thing for my dad. Oh plus I have to finish someone else. This is the hardest year money wise... Another reason why this holiday is not as fun as usual. I love buying things for people... Hense why I am broke... But most of that is because people used me for that reason and I was dumb enough to care about them and do it. Lol

Ok well, I need to stop and get going. Want to look up something online. Alright... I'll update later on! :-)

~Justin~

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The rave at the graduate library is about to start. They're giving out free glowsticks this time. Maybe it's lame that I'm skipping this semester, and I wouldn't have anyone think I'm unsupportive of fledgling Carolina traditions. But I went last year, the first one ever, and this time around we must look to our own borders. Not going has given me a prime location in the undergraduate library, where I plan to camp out all night. I'll go next semester, but for now I'm content to work on my thesis and watch the parade of people flock to the other library. I really love watching people flock to campus events. Carolina, Carolina.

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I want to know! Reply with your answer; it can be something witty, stupid, or something so un-funny that it turned out to be hilarious.

I'll tell you the funniest thing I've ever said (that I can think of.)

One boring day, I typed "rapist" into the dictionary on my macbook's dashboard. This is what came up:


(That's right. According to Apple, women and children can't be rapists.)

So my friend says, "what's a woman rapist then?" and I replied "a woman would be a rapette, obviously."

I can't even tell you how funny I think that is. (And only later did I realize it could apply to children too. GOOD STUFF.)

So anyway, it's either that or one of the pedo jokes I know (I'll tell you them if you're curious and like to be offended.)

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We've decided we're going to go to the CES a day earlier. There's a Carrier sponsored developers day on the Wednesday that we need to attend. So I bit the bullet and swallowed the ticket change for the flights - which went up $50 while I was booking... then I called Expedia to change the booking for the hotel.

So... the guy puts in the change and comes back with, "that will be $227 for the first room. Is that ok?"

NO. No it is not fecking ok. That's more than we're paying for the next 3 nights!

So while we're discussing this I go onto Expedia and check the price for the 1 night in the hotel.

"I see that I can book that night for $70 on your website."
Expedia: "At the SAME hotel."
Me: Unless there's more than one XXXX Hotel in Vegas...
Expedia: clickity click.... (silence) oh. You're right
Me: Really?
Expedia: We'll just book another night then

I am left wondering how the booking system works and how many people get screwed by it.

blahhhhh

tomorrow begins the most stressful 3 days of my life.

micro exam: 12:45-2:45

(nothing tuesday, thank god!)

wednesday:
orgo II exam: 7:45-9:45
orgo I exam: 12:45-2:45
physics II exam: 8:00-10:00
i CAN do this...but damn. 6 hours of exams in one day is a LOT...

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maybe the best fanfiction ever written

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